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If I could choose to revive five people who died in Supernatural, my choices would be (in no particular order):

1. John. I don't care how they do it, if he turns out to be God, what-the-fuck-ever, it would be niiice to have JDM back being all sexy and charismatic and a dubious father.



2. Uriel. That angel was a badass mother fucker hands down.



3. Victor Henriksen. He was pretty hot and I loved his attitude and demeanor. I was sad to see him go. Plus, I just read some awesome Victor/Dean fics recced from sawedoff_recs that totally reminded me of what a great character he was.



4. Adam Milligan. The real brother and the ghoul! I would really like to see more of the brother and who he is and his relationship to john (if only for the possibility of more Dean angst!) AND the ghoul!Adam. Because that ghoul was seriously hot.



5. ...and I'm totally cheating here! Azazel and Alastair! because the YED (circa season two) was the hottest. demon. ever. But Alastair was a close second! (They totally can both fit here cos they love to mind fuck the boys, oh yeah).

BONUS: Ash and Andy! They were so cool and funny and smart. I refuse to believe they're dead.

My list is very shallow and lacking in females! D:

So females I would like to see come back, not necessarily dead, are:

1. CASEY <333 That demon had SO much chemistry with Dean. And then Sam had to kill her. TY Sammy.



2. The doctor Sam slept with season four in Sex and Violence (I can't remember her name darn it). Now there's a woman who is in charge and in control of her sexuality and independence and strength. She would have been so good with Sam. (And she's still alive!)



3. BELA. Bring her back as a demon! She would be so fucking badass. If they could work Meg back into the show, they can work in Bela.



4. Missouri. I think it would be very interesting to see her in the mytharc and her impact on the narrative and what she could contribute to Sam and Dean.



5. AVA. Hands down. I would love to see Ava back.

There are other characters that I'm forgetting that I'd like to see come back of course, but this is pretty much it.

I don't know what it was about today, but everything either reminded me of Supernatural or sex or both of them together (cos those two things aren't by any means mutually exclusive).

In my oral communication class, my professor asked the question, "why does someone stay in an abusive relationship?" And a guy sitting behind me said, "maybe it's a variation of the Stockholm Syndrome." My professor says "Oh, that's interesting, like the prisoner falls in love with the gaurd" (or something like that) and I instantly thought of Dean and Alastair and my mind went to the Bad Place. It was very nice and very distracting.

I wonder if in Hell they do sexual things like rape there. Because if they do, I'm pretty sure Alastair forced Dean which is extremely hot which is just terrible.

And then something happened in my political science class that was really hot too but now I can't remember for the life of me. My TA in that class is super hot, all scruff and well-fitting clothes. Kinda reminds me of Jensen Ackles.

Heard Dan yell "Sammy!" and I got all excited and grinned really big! Sam and Dan just make me happy. At the end of the episode my parents said they acted and bickered like a married couple, one that's been married for too long :D That made me laugh.

spoilers for 5.10 in case anyone hasn't seen it yet...

( that was hot )

I've written around 4,000 words of my mini nano and I think it's all boring crap. Ugh. I'm at a point in the story where I'm blanking. I know what I want to write after this transitioning scene, but it's just not coming together. FML.

Supernatural was amazing on Thursday though! There was some second-hand embarrassment but it wasn't too bad because the convention was a sausage fest. And Kripke loves us, seriously. The batman voices, the fake!Sam and Dean, CHUCK. I always thought Chuck was hot but let me tell you CHUCK WAS HOT. And I like Becky now. Chuck and Becky ♥



Dear Kripke,

NEEDS MOAR CHUCK AND TRICKSTER, KAY?

Your biggest fan,
Becky Sierra

p.s. wtf are we calling the Trickster now? Trickster, Gabriel, or Gabester? I think I'm gonna stick with the classics Trickster.

Secret Santa Post ( I forgot to add... )

The beginning of my mini nano horror story, which is still a work in progress. I am hoping it is interesting and most importantly creepy. Note: everything in italics is Spanish, or supposed to be Spanish.

( Ever since the children started disappearing, Padre Ortiz made sure to visit all the families in the town. )

EVERYONE NEEDS TO SEE THIS BADASS TRAILER!



JAKE GYLLENHAAL UNFFF! I'm so excited to see this movie (even though it's REALLY different from the first game)!

In order they were written:

prompt: Sam/Dean - Dirty Talk/PhoneSex. Sam calls a phone sex line - Dean Answers. Sam doesn't know it's dean until after he's just revealed his incest fantasy to him. Dean still wants Sam to Talk. Both are pretty graphic with their fantasies, and please be graphic with their soloing. Thanks!!! ( Read here )



prompt: Lucifer!Sam/2014!Dean, non-con. 2014!Dean knows Sam is Lucifer now, since the real Sam would never rape him. ( Dean Ain't Never Gonna Be the Same )



prompt: Sam/Dean - toppy Sam, unconscious Dean. Dean doesn't think it's possible to literally be fucked senseless. It takes a few rounds, but a rough, toppy Sam shows him that it is. Bonus points for a Sam who is really gentle and manhandle-ly with his brother once Dean's passed out. ( Fucking You Senseless )

I wrote 693 words! Probably won't be able to keep that up (I think I'm already at a point where I'm not sure what to write next, fudge brownies). But whatever, go me!

And here is my Dean-pumpkin! (The picture really doesn't do it justice).

First day! And I accomplished 202 words (which is practically nothing at all but it is a start, so good job me!).



On an unrelated note, Halloween was a blast! I dressed up as Audrey Hepburn and my best friend sheepbottom4me dressed up as... well a sheep. We watched the movie "Let the Right One In" which was really, really good, but not scary at all (so that was disappointing). Also! I made a dean pumpkin! After seeing kissedmyfears's impala and Sam pumpkins I knew I had to do a Dean one. I will put up pictures soon...

Harry Potter. In five seconds. Enough said.


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Ahh I signed up for mini_nanowrimo and I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HECK TO WRITE ABOUT. It's in less than two weeks so I still have time to think of something, but still O.O Never written anything beyond a hundred words for SPN and I'd like to do a story around 3,000 words (100 words minimum for 30 days).

My ideas:
*apocalypse story-- Sam and Dean are evading the angels and demons who have taken over.
*some weird cracky story where Dean and Sam have to get information from a club owner who happens to be a Elton John-esque!demon.

and that's it. My ideas are laaame.

My drabbles from the deancastiel quick fire challenge in March.

prompts:
"kneel, phoenix, trinity", "enemies, dine, technique", and "cramped, symbolic, interrogate"
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I'm feeling very nostalgic for seasons one and two. Everything was so simple and pretty then. I am going to be very sad when the show's over.

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My mythology professor watches Supernatural. Fuck yeah! And he brought it up in lecture, talking about how not all monsters are bad, and I was practically hyperventilating I was so excited. So on Monday I will ask him about the show like the geek I am!

Just watched the documentary "Avil! The Story of Anvil" and it was a great movie. It talked about this great metal band that should have become famous, but for some reason or other, didn't, and about how the band, in their fifties, are still trying to get their lucky break. It was moving, emotional, and very enjoyable. I cried when Lips and Robb fought towards the end, and Lips began choking up and telling Robb how much he meant to him. It was also relatable, in the sense that everyone is trying to realize their dreams and also a strong bond two people can have with each other.

There was also an awesome shout-out to "Spinal Tap" with one of Anvil's amps; tt went to eleven. "Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten." "Why don't you just make ten louder and make ten be the top number and make that a little louder?" "[pause] These go to eleven." Ahahaha. Anyways, great movie, I highly recommend watching it!

I was watching The Amazing Race last night when a particular team caught my eye. A pair of attractive young men, whose names were Sam and Dan. And they were brothers. And they both just so happened to be gay. ... LMFAO! What a coincidence.

Needless to say I will be rooting for them. Go Sam and Dan!

Whenever I hear the song "Paint It Black" by The Rolling Stones, I always think of Sam. I think it's a very appropriate song for him with lyrics like, "I look inside myself and see my heart is black/ I see my red door and must have it painted black/ Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts/ It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black". I think of the demon blood inside of him, and also of him ingesting and being addicted to it. So along with "Cherry Pie", "Sex On Fire", "Paint It Black" should also be played on Supernatural. I don't think they've played a song by the Stones yet. Plus it's an awesome sexy song. EDIT: They have played a song by The Rolling Stones. In the final scenes of Bloody Mary they played "Laugh, I Nearly Died" (which is a fucking amazing song).



( Paint It Black lyrics )